Celebrity Big Brother quitter Trisha Paytas begs fans to believe that her bubbly YouTube persona is the real her and not the 'miserable' version viewers saw on TV
The star quit the show despite being saved from eviction by the voting public
Trisha Paytas has hinted she regrets quitting Celebrity Big Brother but also hinted that she struggled to be filmed by 24 hour cameras inside the house.
As a YouTube ‘sensation’, the 29-year-old is well used to have total control over the image she presents to her fans.
However inside the house - and under the glare of non stop filming - fans may have seen a different side to the bubbly social media star.
Specifically, fans saw her lash out at fellow stars, mope around in bed, and look generally a bit miserable.
READ MORE: Celebrity Big Brother viewers slam Trisha Paytas after she calls UK a "disgusting country" in highly offensive rant before exitQuitting the show on Friday despite being rescued from eviction by the voting public, the star now appears to be on a desperate mission to reassure fans that the persona she presents on-line in videos and photos that she edits herself is the real her and not the one that was seen on camera on the Five reality show.
"It was really hard for me. I didn’t fully understand the show going in. When you’re in it’s a head f**k,” she says in a lengthy YouTube update where she talks with her mouth full as she enjoys a Nandos for the first time.
"Now I’m on the outside I am like ‘oh my god, I should have stayed’ but when you’re in their the pressure is all about drama. I’m dramatic, but I don’t like drama,” she insists.
"I’m just a different person. My entrance - that’s 100% Trish. I’m so excited and happy. But just looking at stills of the house, I look miserable,” she added.
READ MORE: Katie Price is being trolled by Trisha Paytas' furious fans who are writing death threats to her CHILDREN and threatening to 'ruin her career'Trish - who dramatically exploded at fellow co-star Chad Johnson just because he talked to Sarah Harding - also revealed she was told off twice by Big Brother for offensive behaviour.
"I did get told off, reprimanded a couple of times by Big Brother for things that I said that wouldn’t be offensive on YouTube or back in America at all,” she said.
"I do try to watch myself. I try not to say offensive things… They were minor things…,” the star added between mouthfuls of chicken and rice.
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